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Thursday, October 04, 2007
TODAY I saw a funny incident on MRT.. Bec I taking this train will be stop at yishun. SO when going to reach yishun then this guy opp me stand at the door and want to go out but wait for the mrt stop . Then he suddenly like a bit lost balance but he faster hold to the door there. ANd this indian guy standing behind him like hold him to prevent him from fallingf backwards. But this idiot guy like faster turned behind him and see who hold him ma.. Bec he got a shock and he already hold to the door liao. It seemed that he like telling the indian guy that WHAT ARE U DOING? TRYING TO MOLEST ME? His eyes looks like a bit think the indian guy crazy like that.. sigh.. Dunnoe what are singaporeans doing? When pple help them they just didnt bother to say thanks or appreciate them.. Then when I go to 7 eleven to buy a cup of drink and I think is new so decided to give a try. But I dunnoe the price so i went to the cashier and brought the cup of drink to there.I asked her how much is the drink and she was tieing up her hair and she asked me to wait. But there was another gal there cant she do the cashier.. Ok nvm i wait.Then after that she asked me what drink is this? I dunnoe also.. I see there is like fruit drink like that so I answered her like that. ANd she asked me how much is it? I Was like HUH? WAT E???? Is she the cashier or me? I tell her I also dunnoe. Nvm.. she asked the gal go and check. Ok and it was so exp. $2.!!!!!! OMG!!! and it doesnt taste nice lor.. It is so sweet.. waste my money.. sian la..
REALISED THAT EVERYTHING SEEMED SO FAKE TO ME.. WHAT HAD HAPPENED ALREADY HAPPENED BUT TO HER INFRONT I LIKE JUST PRETEND NOTHING HAD HAPPEN.i DUNNOE Y .. JUST LIKE WANTED TO END THIS THING SOON.. IF I CHANGED IT IS NOT ME ANYMORE.. IS NOT THE HAPPY OF ME .. IS NOT THE ORIGINAL OF ME.. IS THE ANOTHER OF ME .. A STRAGER OF ME.....
THE FEELING IS SO LONELY .. BEC I KEEP ON THINKING AND THINKING AND I CANT EVEN SLEEP WELL YESTERDAY .. HAD A NIGHTMARE AND WAKE UP EARLY TODAY. MAYBE NO ONE KNOWS HOW I FEEL.. I JUST SO HATE THIS.. DOES IT REALLY MATTERS?
ANOTHER DAY HAD JUST GONE LIKE THIS AND I FEEL THAT I HAD DONE NOTHING...
AND I KEEP ON THINKING AND THINKING.. NOT FEELING VERY GOOD TODAY.. THINKING AND THINKING AND THINKING............
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