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Sunday, December 19, 2010
Another lovely weekends going to pass by soon.. haix
Yest had our christmas bbq. last min so many pple say cant come. sian. And is the usual of us again. And it was a pathetic thing . Bec fire keep on have prob. from 6 plus then bbq a while then need restart fire. And is like 10 plus we are still starting fire. haha. And worse it, it start to hav a super super big wind, like tornado, then it start to rain.. BBQ in rain was not the first time. And luckily some of us bring umbrella and can get some shelter from them. Erm anyway umbrella is shelter food. Despite rain, they still wan bbq bec still have a lot of food dun waste. And we like standing under the rain wif pple umbrella BBQ-ing. Whereby people already close stall dun BBQ ,we still BBQ-ing. We like super desperate for food and kanna laugh by next table guys. haha. Is so super funny.
And we went into shelter wif our BBQ foods. Sat down. HAd a drink, all thanks to rayne routte shooters game.Chat , games and christmas xchange. Yest night was the first time i drink so much. my face was super red. Neck was oso red. And i was like dizzy cant even walk straight bt i still i am in a sober mood. I know what i am doing jus tat i am dizzy only. reach home at 4 plus and bath. Even though bath hao, i still can smell bbq on my hair. But i am too tired to care it, faster collapse on bed after bathing. Sleep until this morning 11am.
Always cant sleep after 12 pm. NVM.
No pics to upload at the moment bec pics are wif chris, rayne and karen. Will upload next time ba....
Ok having sore throat now, no cough or wat.. Jus only sore throat, swallow food, water or even silava is in pain. And even i talk oso cant use too much force.
Dunnoe should i see doc. But it seem that i had take too much mc. So lets see how first....
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Monday, December 13, 2010
My lychee offically had die. It was so much earlier than what I had epxected, though she will survie until 2011. But I am wrong.
When i blow and shouted to her she nv move. And my first thinking was tat she is dead! I dare not touch her, dare not face the truth. Yes , indeed truth is cruel. Her body was very stiff, not cold body meaning she die not long ago. And her eyes was half open, i closed her eyes. Hope she rest in peace. I know is sad bec I cant see her for the last time when she had her last breath. And she cant see me for the last time. I feel so heart broken.
I put her in a plastic bad with her food and dump it. I dont want to bury her bec I dun wan her to be dig up by cat. At least recyle her and be useful thing to earth.
Goodbye , lychee. Rest in peace! I LOVE YOU!
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Sunday, December 12, 2010
Today is a sad day! Decided to bring my lychee to vet as I see her infected part is getting worse. And also she is become skinner until like bones. First time to vet, and people bring dogs, cats, bird. But i bring hamster. So strange.And also the doc is call pet name not the owner name. So when doc call lychee , I was a bit paisey. Haha...
And doc super drama, tell me: " I know is cruel . But I cant lie to you. Is cancer. Breast cancer. Unfortunately!".
And I finally understand how those pple in show when hear the word cancer, how they feel. Is 晴天霹雳! At the moment, I feel like crying. Why lychee have to so poor thing? Doc tell me cant be treated le. Can only give me medicine for her, to relieve pain. But sad thing is she maybe cant live past CNY. Bec the tumour is spreading. And doc still console me say as long she is eating, let her remain life to be happy. enjoy when she can.
I even ask the doctor if I was to bring her earlier, bec is only swollen part at intial, can it be cured. He say chance of curing it will be higher as she need to go through surgery. But if in the surgery, she cant withstand the antispectics she could pass away also in the surgery. Doc still console me:'Dont be sad. You should know hamster lifespan. I can see her still lively. If as long she is eating, is still ok. But when she stopped eating, it is the time for her to leave. "
I really feel like xing qing cheng zhong. I know is drama, but i feel like crying.
Anyway, I spend $79 on that. And to be honestly speaking, I know I am stupid. But I bring her to vet purpose is to cure her. I dont mind if the $79 can cure her. But now it turns out it cant. And now worse is, is heart pain for me to see her suffering. I have to feed her medicine and apply cream for her. Seeing her cant walk properly, cant run on the wheel just make me feel so so so so sad! What I can do , is to acc her. And she is like so weak until she cant climb up and sit in the food container. And I have to pour out some food for her. Haix...
My poor lychee...
Anyway, went to fossil warehouse sales . And me bought a watch. But with karen there, Is quite cheap. Bec gt other brands, addidas, armani, DKNY, marco jacobs, philip starck. On top of that, Karen still have 35% off. And me buy a fossil watch and a keychain. Too bad we went around evening so all good things kanna no more le. And gi buy 2 watches. I guess she is happy but heart broken. I spend $200 today for shopping of watches, shoes and chocolates and include my lychee fees. And tmr still have to go buy christmas present. And now is what date? 12 only. 18 days to pay day and i starting to feel broke le. OMG! how to survie??????
Still rem when lychee was a mother before. Yet now... haix.
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Thursday, December 09, 2010
I suddenly have the mood for blogging so here I am.
Stay at home today as I was on leave. One thing is bec I have to clear things for packing and town council is coming to move. ANother thing was i am lazy and tired. want a day rest at home. And today was like maid day . After packing still need to wipe the chair and wash the bags. And then every thing was settle in the afternoon. Home look much neater and not so cramp with things. But still , things are forever cant pack finish. Moving house is really tiring.
And i spent my whole afternoon watching show. And i watch one thailand movie show on funshion. I thought I will watch a while onli. But this show is quite nice which let me watch from the start until to the end. Is called 初恋这件小事. Is a show which talk about this girl first love , how she secretly admire this handsome guy for 3 yrs. And how she change and improve herself during this 3years. You can there is a major change in her. This show is nice bec I feel that it will happen to most of us. About your first love, how you do those stupid things but still worth it. I guess everyone watch le will remind of your first love. Feel abit touched at the sad part, which is so real. Anyone who have funshion can go download watch. If dun have, you can go youtube to watch it too. Highly recommend.
Ok. Tmr luckily is fri. TGIF! Jus very so sian of working. But nvm. March shall be the time.....
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Sunday, December 05, 2010
I AM SUPER SUPER SUPER TIRED! House do painting for these weekends before selling a good price. and the house was so super dusty and dirty . Cant even live with the poisonous smell of paint. Still need to move my hamster to another place bec I am so scared it will die. But I haven fetch it back. was so busy clearing the mess after the painting today. Floor was in dust and have those like white white particles when u step on the floor. No time to clean all finish. And i have to wear slipper now in home. Haix. Is a damn tiring job for moving house. Haven move house jiu already like that. Move house sure damn tired. In 3 months time, will be moving house. A bit she bu de bt when time is up , means is up. Time cant be force to stop.
And yesterday i still need go my aunt house stay overnight bec cant live in the messy house. And when the workers doing painting, you can only sit outside slacking. Totally waste my weekends like tat. And i only can like go find my aunt to kill time. Haix. Anyway, this is how my week ends are gone and i Dont ENJOY! somemore need wake up early, cant sleep until late late. Haix.
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