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Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Today we went to pulua ubin wif ah seng, alvin, ferlyn,agnes,yu fang,winnie and one baleno collegue,huijuan and her BF, YY and also ME!!! some of them were late and we wait for a long time for those latecomers and in the morning was rainning lightly, SO scared that reach there also rain but in the end rain stop when we reahc there.. But there high tide so cant play on the beach..sad sad.. Bec water level is very high...
Then me cycle until the down part very pain bec i come that one and is like OMG!!! NOW STILL IN PAIN LEI!!! BUt i dun dare to tell them the rela reason for my pain..haha.. then today is like not so fun compared to last time .. maybe cannot go to the beach there play thenn sad .. but saw cats which is happy as they are cute.
Then after that we took bus to bishan and the journey was like 1hr30mins so we slept on the bus.. and so sleepy .. But me sat behind and the space was cramp and that agnes was like fidgeting beside me and was like so .. But me sleep and then wake and then lay down.. Few pics took below..But me forgot to charge my camera battery so take pics wif hp...
1st time see pple read newspaper read until so ren zhen and he even like read out the words.. haha.. i tink he got diffculty in reading ba...
Walking and walking...
Ferlyn and yu fang sleep together? and they say ferlyn even sleep on a man shoulder..haha
Ah seng was vewry bored when everyone was sleeping and that lovely couple infront of me,huijuan and her BF.
then we went to bishan the cofffeeshop eat for dinner and everyone eat indivdiual.. nobody want to eat together.. ( i mean eat as in zi cha). Then me kanna like a bit cheated. Order a pot of claypot gong bao frog leg and a plate of white rice. and maybe i was in the wrong 1st not to check the price before order. Bec these few days I want to eat frog leg but dun have.So when the food come, he say $15.70.. i was like.. huh? so expensive that type but i still had to pay ma. Then tehy all say very expensive.. i was very regret and that gong bao frog leg was not NICE AT ALL>. it is like i am eating jelly like that.. then me was like ok at 1st.. think nvm .. just treat as a lesson.. I know is not worth the price as it is most expensive meal that i had eat which the food is not nice one. But they keep on saying .. wow$6 plus so full lei. Then me like not full .. then they all say wow $15.70 lei... I already very regret liao thenn they all say which let me feel even more guilty .. then i just like breakdown . of a sudden. I just hope at that time they all can dun say liao otherwise i will cry even more. I know that they are like not gu yi that type.. But me already very guilty then heard those will like just.... then me after that sad sad never talk... sorry .. I just want to be left alone..
Anyway, tmr onwards had to chio those things... very stress all of a sudden.. wich to end all these faster.. I just feel like...
Just now, I had a good cry to relieve out my emotions and stress... I hope all these really end soon.. REALLY HOPE SO!!!!Sometimes really feel that no one understand me how i feel.. I realised I become to close myself from others..I dunnoe y ? In the past, shujun always love to share everything wif others and always so lively. But now shujun is like will have mood swings and start to choose to live in her own world rather than wif others.. I dunnoe Y .. i really dunnoe Y??? Y does this happen.. I really need a break from all these..
I REALISED ALL IS NOT THE SAME ANYMORE.. IT HAD CHANGED LIAO...
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